could you smile for me?

2005-11-11T18:52:00.000+08:00

uhh.. haha.. memories.. :p uhmm.. actually wala akong maalala sa mga pangyayari kanina. haha. :D basta ang alam ko WALA NA. kasi sadyang WALA NA. :P

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2005-11-06T14:56:00.000+08:00

haha. nagpalit muna ako ng layout.. haha. at magaayos muna ako ng blog.. ung tipong seryosong ayos.. ahaha..

2005-10-31T20:09:00.000+08:00

you taught me how to love,

but not how to stop.

2005-10-29T20:30:00.000+08:00

nyaha.. hyper nanaman ako,, as usual.. :D haha.. hndi ko alam kung bakit pero ewan.. anlabo kasi ng mga pangyayari kahapon eh.. 'di ko nga alam kung panu mgrereact ng kaharap sila.. tas si bello iniwan pa ako.. nyway, masaya pero sadyang malabo..

hahaha.. paano nga kayo kung naging sila?

mukha ba talagang sila?

2005-10-19T21:19:00.000+08:00

haha. nakakahyper ‘tong araw na ‘to. actually hindi naman maxado pero un. haha. bakit kasi nag mumukhang sila sa paningin ko kahit hindi naman talaga mukhang sila at hindi talaga magiging sila? bakit? sadyang bakit? haha. tas mukha pang romeo and juliet thing yung posisyon nila. haha. nakakaaliw talaga. nung nakita ko yun at sinabi ko sa ibang tao, may nagtatanong skin kung nasasaktan daw ba ako. sobrang hindi masakit. ewan ko kung bakit. actually naaaliw ako pag nakikita sila na ganun. hindi ko talaga alam kung bakit. hahaha. basta nakakaaliw lang talaga. hahaha.

sam

2005-10-15T20:53:00.000+08:00

haha.. wala lang.. naglilipat kasi ako kanina ng channel tas napadaan ako dun sa little big star eklat tas nkita ko xa.. :D hahaha. :D ang cute niya. <3

HAHA.

2005-08-29T11:22:00.000+08:00

sobrang bukas na ung kuhanan ng card at sobrang goodluck nlng sakin.. medyo lng naman ksi.. haha.. :D

bored ako..

2005-07-18T14:28:00.000+08:00

ang boring.. haha.. :D kachat ko si sam at mundin ngaun.. :D haha.. wla na tlaga akong masabi.. happy birthday nga pla kay osang tas advance happy birthday kay sam.. :D haha.. orange.. :D

sorry

2005-07-12T18:21:00.000+08:00

haha.. :D belated happy po kei katti, lizzie at agba. :D haha..

sorry nga pla sa isang tao dyan sa tabi-tabi,, ksalanan ko na nga kasi eh.. ako na ang nagsimula.. sorry..

kalabuaan ng mundo.....

2005-07-09T11:18:00.000+08:00

hindi ko alam kung anong nararamdaman ko ngaun.. dapat nga maging masaya ako kasi wala na.. hindi siya totally wala na pero,, sobrang nagawa kong mapilit yung sarili ko na hindi sila hanapin pero at the same time namimiss ko sila.. rawr.. badtrip talaga.. tapos sobrnag nalilito pa ako ngayon.. ewan ko ba kung bakit.. MALABO!!!!

2005-07-01T18:56:00.000+08:00

Believe in me

It’s hard to say that you’re okay,
In the midst of hurt and strife.
You seek and find and persevere,
Through every stage of life.

You wonder what future holds,
How successful you will be.
But you often fail to tell yourself,
“I believe in me.”

You seek to find acceptance,
You conform to their new ways.
You lose hold of all your values,
And slowly drift astray.

Your passion soon becomes,
Something very hard to see.
Again you fail to tell yourself,
“I believe in me.”

You search fo joy and happiness,
But somehow come up short.
You didn’t seek God’s will this time,
Or wait for His report.

He wanted you to ask Him,
“what is it that I need?”
So simple was the anwer,
“just believe in me.”

~haha.. wla lang.. nkakaaliw lng.. haha.. :D may acquaintance party nga pla kanina tapos shortened periods.. haha.. :D mamaya ko nlng siguro ikkwento yung mga pangyayari.. haha..:D

2005-06-29T18:39:00.000+08:00

he handed her a bouquet of roses, 11 real and 1 fake and he said, I will love you until the last rose dies.

~ masyado naman akong naaliw dba?? haha.. nkakahyper kasi... 5 days ko na siyang hndi nakikita.. :D

2005-06-27T20:38:00.000+08:00

"Confused"

What is this feeling I have?

I seem to love you

But other times

I seem to loathe you

I can't be without you

Or maybe just without anyone

I think about you all the time

But why do I have this feeling?

I long for your voice

And I would die to hear your laugh

But is this love

Or merely lust?

~ sobrang hinahaunt ako.. sumulpot nlng kasi yan bigla.. sobrang.. ewan ko!!!

hahaha.. :D

2005-06-27T20:13:00.000+08:00

haha.. wala lang.. :D sobrang hindi ko alam kung matutuwa ba ako or what,, basta ang alam ko hindi ko nakita si ano ngayon.. :D at infairness medyo masaya ako kahit na---ewan ko!! haha :D
tas sobrang parang hindi kompleto yung araw ko except nlng nung mga hapon na.. :D haha.. sobrang nakakahyper kasi.. ;p

nyway,, nung umaga dumaan ako sa GS chapel. ;p tapos nung nagaayos kami sa may sacristy sobrang hindi ko alam kung bakit ako pa yung pinatingin ni miss sa Tabernacle kung may Host pa daw. tapos pangalawang beses na niya skin sinabi yun,, :)) after a while may napansin akong dumaan sa labas ng chapel tas feel ko si ano yun.. hahaha.. ;p tas umalis na ako tapos umakyat na ako sa HS tapos parang may kulang.. absent pala kasi si mommy Pat.. :'( [mommy pat, pagaling ka po.. :)] tapos nakita ko si emma, tas desperado siya sa isang bagay na ewan ko.. haha.. ;p nung nagkita kami pumunta kami sa 2nd floor cafe kasi may hinahanap kami--take note 2nd floor cafe,, hndi sa baba.. ;p haha.. :D tapos nakailang ikot na kami hindi pa rin namin nakikita yung taong gustong 'kaibiganin' ni emma,, ewan ko lng kasi tlga sknya kung gusto niyang kaibiganin yun.. o basta parang ganun.. :D haha.. tas meron kaming nadaanan na tao.. actually mga tao na nkakabadtrip.. : laging naghahanap ng away, bwct! nyway,, wla na akong msyadong paki sa kanila.. hahaha.. :D

senxa kung malabo.. :D nkakahyper lng tlga yung mga bagay-bagay :D

happy 1 yr and 5 months kay bello.. :D

2005-06-24T20:35:00.000+08:00

Alone but not alone

Alone yet never quite alone.
I have an empty chair –
But sometimes in the ilence,
I imagine you are there.
The good companion in the past,
No longer here with me;
And yet in some mysterious ways,
You keep me company.
Thought or spirit?
Does it matter?
Words are meaning less.
I only know that in my times
Of greatest loneliness,
I felt that you are somewhere near
Though nothing’s seen or said,
The bitter moment passes and
My heart is comforted.
I receive the strength I need,
Am rescued from despair;
Maybe that’s the way God works –
The answerto a prayer.
Though the pain is never lost
And the future in unknown,
I face the years that lie ahead,
Alone, yet not alone…

:D

2005-06-24T20:05:00.000+08:00

happy happy happy happy happy happy happy birthday kay agba! :D haha.. :D

kakakausap lng namin ni agba. :D hehe.. :D anlabo niyang kausap. at medyo lng kanina pa ako inaantok tas nung nakausap ko siya nawala yung antok ko.. :D hehe.. :D ang hyper niya kasi eh.. :D haha.. :p wla lang. haha.. :D mamaya nlng ulit.. ;p

:D

2005-06-18T10:35:00.000+08:00

nyaha.. bagong layout nanaman. :)

first day :D

2005-06-15T18:22:00.000+08:00

haha.. ang wierd ng araw na ito. at sobrang hindi ko na alam kung kaya ko pang mabuhay sa mga alaala.. haha. ewan ko ba.. bakit nga ba ako nagkakaganito.. nyway,, ang saya ko kanina,, nakita ko kasi ulit ung oRanGe jUicE.. :D haha.. namiss ko sila.. haha.. two-eleven nga pla section ko.. tapos lahat ng nagtatanong ng section ko na may alam tinatawanan ako. ano bang nakakatawa sa II-11?? meron ba? wla naman yta ah.. haha. oo na nga lng. :D clasm8 ko nga pla si Angelique.. tas siya lng ung oj na clasm8 ko.. tapos ang layo pa ng classroom namin,, sa 3rd floor na kaduluduluhang classroom. nakakatamad maglakad. :p haha. tapos puro 3rd yr yung mga katabi namin,, at katabi ulit ng classroom namin yung lav. :D haha. HR nga pla namin si sir teng. :D tapos di na ako tinatantanan ng mga bagay-bagay.. past is past.. un na lang. haha. ang tanong past na nga ba? haha. anlabo.. :D sana nga.. pero parang ang hirap eh.. :D salamat nga pla mommy pat! :D

2005-06-11T20:06:00.000+08:00

happy one year kay agba! :D haha. ;p

nyway,, galing kaming mc kanina. tiningnan kasi namin yung section ni Ian eh. puro what if yung pumapasok sa utak ko. haha. malay mo nga.. haha. may bet nga pla kami ni Ian-- or parang ganun.. sabi ko kasi feel ko pula xa or bughaw, sabi namn niya feel niya lila xa or dilaw. nung nsa covered court na kami,, tiningnan ko muna ung mga section na sinabi ko at wla dun,, tapos sabi naman niya nkita na niya ung name niya at lila siya.. uhh.. oo nlng.. haha. :p after nun hinanap namin ung mga section ng mga kaibigan niya,, si Alex dilaw.. :p haha. yung iba hndi ko alam ;p haha. si Jam, pula--tama ba naman yun?! [haha. joke lng, Jam]. tapos si Em-r, kahel [no comment]. di ko nkita yung kay Kylie. nyway,, after namin sa mc pumunta kami sa mega. sandali lng kmi dun. dapat manunuod kami ng movie kaya lng hindi natuloy kasi matatagalan pa daw kami eh kailangan naming umuwi ng maaga kasi baka di kami umabot sa anticipated mass sa OLA. so yun. after mega diretso na kami sa church. ang ganda ng homily ng pari. :D di ko maexplain pero bsta ewan ko! :D at masyadong nagpaparamdam yung mga bagay-bagay kanina. haha. :p yun lng.. hanggang dito nlng cguro. :D

hapPy ulit kay agba! :D

haha.ü

2005-06-10T15:56:00.000+08:00

haha. ang wierd ko ngaun.. nagbabasa lng ako ng mga testi ng mga tao at ung testi ng iba png tao.. haha. natatawa nlng tlga ako. kalabuan kasi eh.. hehe.ü

lizzie, happy!ü haha.ü

why God allows pain and suffering in this world

2005-06-10T12:49:00.000+08:00

This is one of the best explanations of why God allows pain and suffering that I have seen. It's an explanation people will understand.

A man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut and his beard trimmed.
As the barber began to work, they began to have a good conversation.
They talked about so many things and various subjects.

When they eventually touched on the subject of God, the barber said: "I don't believe that God exists."

"Why do you say that?" asked the customer.

"Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize that God doesn't exist.
Tell me, if God exists, would there be so many sick people?
Would there be abandoned children?
If God existed, there would be neither suffering nor pain.
I can't imagine a loving a God who would allow all of these things."

The customer thought for a moment, but didn't respond, because he didn't want to start an argument.

The barber finished his job and the customer left the shop. Just after he left the barbershop, he saw a man in the street with long, stringy, dirty hair and an untrimmed beard.

He looked dirty and un-kept.

The customer turned back and entered the barber shop again and he said to the barber: "You know what? Barbers do not exist."

"How can you say that?" asked the surprised barber.
"I am here, and I am a barber. And I just worked on you!"

"No!" the customer exclaimed.
"Barbers don't exist because if they did, there would be no people with dirty long hair and untrimmed beards, like that man outside."

"Ah, but barbers DO exist!
What happens is, people do not come to me."

"Exactly!"- affirmed the customer. "That's the point!

God, too, DOES exist! What happens, is, people don't go to Him and do not look for Him.

That's why there's so much pain and suffering in the world."

BE BLESSED & BE A BLESSING

love....

2005-06-08T12:46:00.000+08:00

Love never fails... when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 1 Corinthians 13:8,10 You've probably heard that when you die, you can't take anything with you. That's true of most things, but it's not true of everything. There's one thing in this life that you can take with you into the world beyond death.

What can you take with you? Well, you can't take money, food, clothes, computers, cars, or houses. You can't take diplomas, honors, awards, or promotions. You can't take church buildings, religious positions, or even special spiritual abilities into the world beyond this one. But you can take the greatest thing of all, the thing that never fails or fades, the thing that remains when so much else passes away. The greatest thing in this life, and in the life to come, is love.

If God's kind of love lives in your heart, you may be sure of treasure in heaven. And the greater this love grows during this life, the greater your treasure of love will be in the next life. Already now love is worth more than anything else you have on earth, and when you get to heaven, it will be worth more than ever. Love the only treasure you can take with you to heaven, the only treasure that will never decay or be taken away.

How do we know that love is the supreme reality of the new creation? Well, the Bible says the Lord Jesus will reign until he crushes all enemies. Then he will present his redeemed creation to his Father, "so that God may be all in all" (1 Corinthians 15:28). What is a world where God is all in all? It is a world of love, because "God is love" (1 John 4:16).

Because heaven is a world of love, there is no place in it for people who have nothing of God's love in their hearts. The only place for hearts without the love of God is hell without the love of God. Without love you are nothing in this life, and you will have nothing but misery in your final future.

Love is what gives anything else on earth its value, and love is what lasts when everything else is left behind. Without love, material things are useless. Without love, even supernatural abilities and achievements are empty. That Bible says that even if we could speak the language of angels, even if we could see the future and understand the most mysterious ideas, even if we were willing to die for what we believe, such things would be worthless without love. They can be valuable if they are done in love, but when heaven arrives on earth and the perfect world becomes a reality, everything temporary and incomplete will pass away. Many spiritual gifts that are now useful won't be needed in the ultimate future.

But love will remain. "Love never fails," says the Bible in 1 Corinthians 13. It is the "most excellent" thing, the "greatest" thing, the thing that makes everything else worthwhile. It is the thing that lasts forever and stands at the very center of God's new creation. Heaven on earth will be a world of love, of perfect harmony among animals, people, angels, and God himself.

2005-06-08T11:32:00.000+08:00

Anyone who has gone through the agony of losing someone she/he loves so much will still wish against all odds to have that love back again. But, sometimes a love lost is a love gone forever. :( No amount of hope can bring back to life a relationship that just died a natural death. Set your self-free.

Let your heart spread its wings and fly.

REMEMBER,

it may rain for 40 days and 40 nights, but it still will not rain forever. One day the pouring will stop and there will be plenty of branches where you can find rest. One of these is where you will build your nest and start over again. It's never too late. Remember, you may find love and lose it but "WHEN LOVE DIES, YOU NEVER HAVE TO DIE WITH IT". Remember, you cannot be a redeemer all your life.

The best way to weigh a relationship is out it in the test of fire. You cannot be a sooner of your mistake forever. Remember, we all fall and make wrong decisions but our blunders are meant not to bury us deep in misery but to teach us the valued lessons of life.

Loving is always a learning process. With love, we learn how to care and sacrifice. We Learn to share and reach out. We learn to be UNSELFISH AND GIVE MORE THAN WE CAN.

And when everything doesnt end well, we learn how it feels like to fall and get hurt. But learning doesn't have to end there. After our fall, we strive to get back on our feet and move on. This is where we learn that "LIFE DOESN'T END WHERE OUR HEARTACHES BEGIN.", and that, "THERE IS NO FUTURE IN A RELATIONSHIP OF LIES AND SELFISHNESS".

It's true; there is life in love... But, there can still be life even after losing love if you leave the past behind and let your heart heal and give you the chance to find your self again. The success of a relationship lies not only in the beauty of its beginning but in its consistency. Make a choice not on impulse but a decision based on a healthy balance of mind and heart. Let us always remember that.... "HAPPINESS IS NOT A MATTER OF DESTINY BUT A MATTER OF CHOICE".

There comes a time in our lives when we chance upon someone so nice and beautiful and we just find our selves getting so intensely attracted to that person. This feeling soon becomes a part of our everyday lives and eventually consumes our thoughts and actions... The sad part of it is when we begin to realize that this person feels nothing more for us than friendship. We start our desperate attempt to get noticed and be closer but in the end our efforts are still unprepared and we end up being sorry for ourselves.

"YOU DON'T HAVE TO FORGET SOMEONE YOU LOVE.WHAT YOU NEED TO LEARN IS HOW TO ACCEPT THE VERDICT OF REALITY WITHOUT BEING BITTER OR SORRY FOR YOUR SELF. YOU WOULD BE BETTER OFF GIVING THAT THE DEDICATION AND LOVE TO SOMEONE MORE DESERVING".

~ haha wla lang. nakita ko lng ito sa isang blog tapos naisip ko lng na ipost. :D

bagong layout..;p

2005-05-24T19:26:00.001+08:00

bagong layout.. haha.. 3rd time ko ng magpalit ng layout sa buwan na ito.. haha.. ang bilis kong magsawa.. sana ganun din ang makalimot.. haha. joke! :) ito na lang muna..

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2005-05-24T11:20:00.001+08:00

ang boring sa bahay.. haha. baka sumama kami sa lolo ko sa bulacan bukas. may ikakasal kasi na relative namin. kaya lang nakakatamad din. at baka gabihin sila eh badtrip magdrive nung 'driver' namin kasi masyado siyang................................... ewan ko! bsta di siya marunong magdrive ng matino!! hehe. pero totoo naman eh. nyway,, may magagawa pa ba ako? at wala na akong masabi.. mamaya nlng siguro ulit..

bored.. haha..

2005-05-20T11:07:00.000+08:00

Your Expression Number is 4

Practical and down to earth - everything in your life is organized.You are a great writer and teacher. You never forget a detail.Very patient, you have the ability to cultivate talents in difficult fields.
You also tend to have an artistic side. You'd make a great architect or classical musician.You face your responsibilities with a positive attitude - and you always get things done.You are serious, sincere, honest, and faithful.
Sometimes your strong sense of responsibility leads to frustration.You also tend to develop strong likes and dislikes, which border on dogmatism.At you're worst, you can be a dominant disciplinarian.

What's" Your Expression Number?

You Are 45% Normal

(Somewhat Normal)

While some of your behavior is quite normal...

Other things you do are downright strange

You've got a little of your freak going on

But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How Normal Are You?

Your True Birth Month Is February

Sharp

Ambitious

Spendthrift

Loves reality

Loves freedom

Temperamental

Low self esteem

Honest and loyal

Abstract thoughts

Daring and stubborn

Changing personality

Showing anger easily

Intelligent and clever

Loves aggressiveness

Quiet, shy and humble

Learns to show emotions

Rebellious when restricted

Determined to reach goals

Superstitious and ludicrous

Dislikes unnecessary things

Realizing dreams and hopes

Too sensitive and easily hurt

Loves entertainment and leisure

Romantic on the inside not outside

Loves making friends but rarely shows it

What's Your True Birth Month?

Your Birthdate: March 10

Your birth on the 10th day of the month adds a tone of independence and extra energy to your life.
The number 1 energy suggest more executive ability and leadership qualities than you path may have indicated.
A birthday on the 10th of any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach.

This 1 energy may diminish your ability and desire to handle details, preferring instead to paint with a broad brush.
You are sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat repressed.
You have a compelling manner that can be dominating in many situations.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

Your Life Path Number Is 6

6

You have a strong sense of responsibility: you must feel useful to be happy.
The main contribution you make is that of advice, service and ever present support.
This is the Life Path related to leadership by example and assumption of responsibility...
Thus, it is your obligation to pick up the burden and always be ready to help.

The Life Path 6 is one who is compelled to function with strength and compassion.
You are a sympathetic and kind person, generous with personal and material resources.
Wisdom, balance, and understanding are the cornerstones of your Life Path.
Your extraordinary wisdom and the ability to understand the problems of others is apt to commence from an early age...
As a child, you easily spanned the generation gap and assumed an important role in life early on.

While you may assume huge responsibilities in the community, you life revolves around the immediate home and family.
Most with Life Path 6 are the positive types who willingly carry far more than their fair share of the load and are always there when needed.
You are very human and realistic about life, and you feel that the most important thing in your life is the home, family and friends.

The number 6 Life Path actually produces few negative examples, but there are some pitfalls peculiar to the path.
Avoid a tendency to become overwhelmed by responsibilities and a slave to others.
Also, avoid being too critical (of yourself or of others).
The misuse of this Life Path produces tendencies towards exaggeration, over-expansiveness, and self-righteousness.

Imposing one's views in an interfering or meddling way must be an issue of concern.
The natural burdens of your number are heavy, and on rare occasions, responsibility is abdicated by persons with this Life Path 6.
This rejection of responsibility will make you feel very guilty and uneasy, and it will have very damaging effects upon your relationships with others.

What Is Your Life Path Number?

~bored tlga ako ngaun.. haha. :D anong pwedeng gawin??

2005-05-04T19:54:00.000+08:00

sorry kung medyo na delay yung pgkkwento ko. nkakatamad na kasing mginternet kahapon so yun. nyway,, nung april 29 pumunta nga kami sa Sagada—sa mountain province yun tapos 8 hours from Baguio. nag bus lng kami papunta dun kasi wlang mahanap yung tatay ko ng karilyebo niya kasi mahaba yung biyahe at hindi niya rin alam yung daan. so nag bus kami. umalis kami ng manila 8.30pm tapos dumating kami sa Bontoc 9am. kumain muna kami ng breakfast dun sa isang restaurant tapos sumakay kami ng jeep going to Sagada. 45 mins yung layo nun. tapos nung nsa Sagada kami hindi ganun kainit kasi nsa bundok na kami. :D tapos nagstay kami sa St. Joseph’s inn. 2 room yung kinuha ng mom ko. sa isang room merong dalawang bed. isang single isang double. dun kami ng tita ko sa double, si uncle Robin sa single. yung parents ko sa katabing room kasama si Ian. after nun, natulog muna kami kasi ang haba ng biyahe at ang hirap mkatulog sa bus. every hour yta nagigising ako eh. :D nyway,, tapos biglang umulan so ang sarap tlga matulog kasi malamig. :D tapos kumain kami ng lunch, bumili lng ung dad ko tapos sa cottage kami kumain. after nun ung tita at uncle ko kasama si Ian naghanap ng bibilhan ng medicine tapos pupunta sila sa graveyard. kaming tatlo naman ng parents ko nagayos ng gamit. at sinundan din namin sila sa graveyard. nung nagkita na kami sabi nila sa hanging coffins naman daw kami. ayaw pumunta ni Ian kasi madilim na. so sabi nila bukas nlng daw kami pupunta. tapos bumalik na kami sa cottage. hindi na kami nag dinner kasi busog pa yung mga tao. :D
day 2 [may 1]
6.30 kami gumising kasi mag mamass pa kmi. ang lamig nung umaga. mas malamig pa sa Baguio. after nun nag breakfast kami tapos pumunta kami sa city hall or parang ganun kasi kukuha kami ng tour guide papunta sa cave. 45mins. walk yung cave. so naglakad kami at sa totoo lng hindi ko lam kung bkit hindi nila naisipang magrent ng jeep papunta dun. pero masayang maglakad. ang dami naming nakita. haha. nakakaaliw ung rice terraces sa Sagada. :D sa loob na ng cave. hindi sumama yung mom ko pti yung tita ko. so apat lng kami. dun sa first part ng cave masyadong mabato tapos wla pang water. madaming sinasabi yung tour guide namin tapos tagalog, hindi naiintindihan ni uncle Robin, si Ian yung translator nya. :D ang ingay nga din ni Ian eh. hindi na na-lowbatt. ;P pag dating dun sa 2nd part ng cave, parang ayaw na ni Ian pero aliw na aliw siya dun sa water kasi super lamig. umuusok na nga sa lamig yung kamy mo pag binabad mo eh. dun amdulas na yung mga bato. tapos ang saya kasi para kang nag rorock climbing na wlang harnest and all. ang saya tlga. after a while nakakita kami ng mga fossils. ang cute ng nung shell eh. haha. nung naglalakad nga pla kami papunta sa cave may nadaanan kaming mga hangging coffins pero iba yung tawag. nyway,, dun sa loob ng cave may part na papasok ka sa maliit na butas. nung una hindi ko nga alam kung panu ipapasok yung katawan ko dun kasi sobrang maliit yung butas, di ko alam kung yung paa ko ba yung uunahin ko or what kasi may tusok tusok. si uncle Robin nga eh nakakatawa, sbi kasi nung tour guide head first tapos nung inuna niya ung ulo niya hindi naman niya ngaun alam kung panu ipapasok yung paa niya. :D nkakatawa lng tlga. meron ding part sa loob ng cave kung saan hahawak ka dun sa rope na nkatali sa bato.. kasi sobrang slippery tapos hindi mo malaman kung san ka tatapak. after nun merong part na mahirap bumaba kasi para xang slide na makipot. tapos ang lakas nung tour guide namin kasi tinutulungan niya kming bumaba dun tapos mahirap ipaliwanag kung anong ginagawa niya basat ang lakas niya! :D tinanggal nga pla namin yung slippers namin nung may water na kasi madulas na. so yung nga tinaggal na namin yung slippers namin eh puro bato pa naman yung inaapakan namin kaya ang sakit sa paa. Nung pabalik na kami merong rope tapos mag rerepel ka or parang ganun tapos aliw kasi ang dulas nung inaapakan mo :D [ehe. naaliw pa ako dun, kalabuan :D] nung nkalabas na kami sa cave feel ko namaga ung paa ko at may sugat kasi meron akong naapakan an hindi ko alam. Sa loob nga pla ng cave ang dami naming nkitang rock formation. ang ganda. :D after nun.. naglakad na ulit kami pabalik sa cottage. ang bilis mag lakad ni uncle Robin at ni tita Beng. :D kasi parang budok ung nilalakad namin tapos nung huminto kami sa isnag place nkita namin sila sa kabilang side nung bundok. Ang bilis tlga nila mglakad. :D dot dot dot kumain kami ng lunch sa Alfredo’s tapos pumunta kmi sa hanging coffins. ang kipot nung dinaanan namin. :D nung nakita namin ung hanging coffins ang daming tanong na pumasok sa isip ko, katulad ng, paano nila nalagay yung mga coffins sa taas ng bundok eh bangin yung baba nun, tapos mataas pa masyado? haha. hanggang ngayon iniisip ko pa rin kung panu nila nalagay yun dun. yung hangging coffins nga pla, dun rin yung echo valley, bsta mahirap idescribe. nung pabalik na kami biglang umulan. so tumakbo kami sa may church. At ang daming tao sa loob na nkkisilong din. pagkatapos nagshower kami and all kasi ang dumi namin dahil sa cave then kumain kami ng dinner.
Day3 [may 2]
nag ayos na kami ng gamit namin. kasi uuwi na kami. nagbreakfast nga pla muna kami. after nun hinatid namin sila tita Beng sa bus going to Baguio makikipagkita pa kasi siya sa mga friends nya dun eh. nyway, nung nsa Bontoc na kmi nag lunch kami then pumunta kami sa musuem. wla msyadong nkikita dun pero ok lng. aliw yung mga Ifugao houses sa likod ng museum mismo. ang liit kasi eh.
after nyan, bumalik na kmi dun sa may bus. ang sakit pa talaga ng katawan ko. at atat na akong umuwi. sa loob na ng bus,, ang sarap matulog kaya lng masyadong malamig sa bus eh. after an hour or so biglang na flat yung gulong kala ko sandali lng kasi may spare tire naman yun pla dalawa yung nflat na gulong. wla pa namng signal dun sa place na yun tapos onti ang dumadaan, bangin pa yung katabi namin. so mga 2hrs kaming naghintay dun. nung nsa daan na ulit kami nasiraan nanaman. mahigit isang oras din yun. haha. 4am kmi dumating sa tabi ng st. Luke’s [dun ung parang terminal nila] ang aga nga namin eh. dumating kami sa bahy mga 5am or mag 5. hndi na kmi natulog ulit. yung parents ko naman diretso sa work nila. so yun.. yun yung mga pangyayari sa buhay ko this past few days :D

2005-05-03T08:01:00.000+08:00

just arrived back from Sagada. medyo pagod pa kasi 12 hrs yung biyahe. mamaya nlng siguro ako mg kkwento.

:D

2005-04-14T17:26:00.000+08:00

pumunta akong mc kanina. tapos madaming nangyaring hindi ko ineexpect na mangyari. actually alam kong posible ung mangyari pero di na ako umasa ng todo baka kasi un.. nasa grade school muna kami kasi kuhanan ng card tapos nakasalubong namin si mrs.Miranda. tapos last day na niya bukas.. so pupunta ulit ako ng grade school bukas. tapos nag-usap pa sila ng nanay ko at medyo matagal din un. tapos sa classroom na kami ni Ian [kapatid ko], tapos ang tataas ng grades niya! haha. after nun sabi ko sa nanay ko pupunta na ako ng HS kasi makikipagkita pa ako kay Pat. bumalik na siya sa car tapos ako pumunta na ng HS. dumaan ako sa may 2nd floor café tapos pagkakita ko sa sportscom, may training ang basketball. nyaha..Ü tapos meron din ang volleyball. tapos hinitay ako ni Pat sa may guard at nakulit na niya yata yung guard sa may entrance kasi ang tagal ko raw. hehe.. sorry Pat..Ü pinuntahan muna namin si sir Jhun at binigay sknya ung clearance eklat tapos sa guidance na lang.. wala pang tao so kailangan pa namin balikan hanggang sa dumating si ms.Pam.. tapos nagikot muna kami ni Pat. ang boring kaya. hanggang sa tumambay nlng kami sa banyo.. haha.. tinatambayan na pala yun ngayon? tapos lumabas na ung class ni Agba. nandun sila sa may bamboo. tapos natatawa nlng ako kasi nandun si Patrod. haha. tama ba naman kasing katakutan ung klase nila? haha.. duwag!!! nyway, lumabas din kami ni Pat sa lungga namin.. Ü tapos yun.. recess na nila.. so un.. recess na nga nila.. nyaha..Ü nasa may tapat ng III-8 kami nun tapos papunta kami kila Agba nang makita namin si Caiel at Mhelai.. parang ang tagal naming hindi nagkita. actually matagal nga. haha. tapos sinamahan nila kami sa faculty para ibigay ulit ung clearance eklat.. tapos nagikot-ikot nlng kami.. actually nandun pa kami naguusap-usap nang bigla kong nakita si Vinette kasama si Nikki at sobrang nakakapagtaka kasi magkasama sila.. nyway, at may kasalanan ako kay Ving kaya nagtago ako sa likod ni Mhelai!! haha. DUWAG!! tapos un.. nagusap rin kami nang matino. tapos un. tapos na ang recess nila. kami nlng ulit ni pat ang magkasama. wala naman kaming mapagusapan. so kinukulit ko siya na pumunta kami sa GS eh ayaw niya. hanggang sa may dumating na hindi ko inaasahang makita.
at hanggang dito na lang,, ayoko na kasi ung mga nangyari after nito eh. hehe.

2005-03-11T16:11:00.000+08:00

destiny decides who you’re gong to meet along the way,

but it’s YOU who will decide who you want to stay in you’re life

a Christian poem

2005-02-27T18:19:00.000+08:00

A CHRISTIAN POEM

Although things are not perfect
Because of trial or pain
Continue in thanksgiving
Do not begin to blame
Even when the times are hard
Fierce winds are bound to blow
God is forever able
Hold on to what you know
Imagine life without His love
Joy would cease to be
Keep thanking Him for all the things
Love imparts to thee
Move out of “Camp Complaining”
No weapon that is known
On earth can yield the power
Praise can do alone
Quit looking at the future
Redeem the time at hand
Start every day with worship
To “thank” is a command
Until we see Him coming
Victorious in the sky
We’ll run the race with gratitude
Xalting God most high
Yes, there will be good times and yes there will be bad, but
Zion waits in glory… where none are ever sad!

~happy one year and one month kay bello! :D

2005-02-22T20:18:00.000+08:00

haha.. bente dos ngaun.. tapos wla lang.. nagpaparamdam yung mga bagay-bagay--lagi naman yata eh :D eheh. kaya lang parang may kakaiba yung ngayon. sobrang laki ng pinagkaiba dun sa dati. eheh.

"g*go ka pag pinakawalan mo siya.."

haha. kakaiba lang talaga itong araw na ito. goodluck nlng. ;p

happy.. :D

2005-02-11T20:40:00.000+08:00

happy 8th month! :D

the way to God

2005-02-10T13:53:00.000+08:00

The way to God

If my days were untroubled
And my heart always light
Would I seek the fair land
Where there is no night;
If I never grew weary
With the weight of my load
Would I search for God’s Peace
At the end of the road;
If I never knew sickness
And never felt pain
Would I reach for a hand
To help and sustain;
If I walk not with sorrow
And lived without loss
Would my soul seek solace
At the foot of the cross;
If all I desire is mine
Day by day
Would I kneel before God
And earnestly pray;
If God sent no “winter”
To freeze me with fear
Would I yearn for my warmth
Of “spring” every year;
I ask my self this
And the answer is plain—
If my life were all pleasure
and I never knew pain
I’d seek God less often
And need Him much less,
For God’s sought more often
In times of distress,
And no one knows God
Or sees Him as plain
As those who have met Him
On the “Pathway of Pain.”

2005-02-08T20:36:00.000+08:00

Is the cross you wear too heavy to bear?

Complainingly I told myself,
“This cross is too heavy to wear”
And I wondered discontentedly
Why God gave it to me to bear.
And I looked with envy at others
Whose crosses seemed lighter than mine
And wished that I could change my cross
For one of a lighter design—
And then, in a dream, I beheld the cross
I impulsively wanted to wear,
It was fashioned of pearls and diamonds
And gems that were precious and rare.
And when it hung it around my neck
The weight of the jewels and the gold
Was much too heavy and cumbersome
For my small, slender neck to hold—
So I tossed it aside and before my eyes
Was a cross of rose-red flowers
And I said in delight as I put it on
“This cross I can wear for hours”—
For it was dainty and fragile,
So lovely and light and thin,
But I had forgotten about the thorns
That started to pierce my skin—
And then in my dream I saw my “cross”,
Rugged and old and plain,
That clumsy old cross I had looked upon
With discontented disdain—
And at last I knew that God had made
This special “cross of me”,
For God in His great wisdom knew
What I before could not see,
That often the loveliest crosses
Are the heaviest crosses to bear,
For only God is wise enough
To choose the cross we can wear—
So never complain about YOUR CROSS,
For your cross has just been blest,
God made it JUST FOR YOU to wear
And remember, GOD KNOWS BEST!

In suffering and sadness, life sometimes seems so unbearable. So we often tend to ask ourselves, will every hour and everyday be as bad as this one? Will this go on year after year? How many more crosses do I have to bear?

The thing to bear in mind is: no one is a stranger to suffering and sadness we are not alone. Each one has cross a bear---visible or not. The fact that we may not see another person’s cross doesn’t mean it isn’t there. At times it’s bravely hidden behind a smile, a laugh, a confident word, a proud bearing, a job well done---yet it is there.

While we can’t understand, we know our Father purifies and strengthens us. Every cross is for our own good. God never hurts us needlessly, and He never wastes our pain. Remember, ‘we know in all things God works for good with those who love HIM, those whom are called according to His plan.” So we will find no cause for murmuring and no time for lament. The bigger the cross – the greater the blessing. Keep on trusting… Our Father knows best!

fieldtrip

2005-01-27T20:25:00.000+08:00

takte!! rarr.. bad3p ung field trip.. nyaha.. wla lang.. aliw.. hehe.. masaya lang sa bus.. hehe.. joke! pero seryoso.. hmm.. wla lang.. malabo.. haha.. kami ang yata ung huling dumating.. yta lang.. ewan.. tapos naabutan ko pa si siya.. hehe.. kausap ko din si siya nung.. buong araw ata eh. ewan. basta un na un... hanggang dito nlng muna.. hehe..

sa susunod ko nlng ikkwento.. hehe :D

halimaw siya.. hehe.. ;p

2005-01-21T17:14:00.000+08:00

brr.. bad3p itong arw na ito.. rrrr.. at sana lang tlga di 2 tao ang napaiyak ko dba??? bad3p!! bwahaha..ang sama ko tlga.. pero ung isa masama din skin.. at sana din.. di ako tinabihan ng isang halimaw kanina... rarr.. kung tawag nya skin multo twag ko s knya halimaw.. rarr..

ang labo..

:D

2005-01-19T07:50:00.000+08:00

Hapy birthday sa nanay ko! :D

Happy monthsary sa orangekada!

:))

2005-01-17T18:49:00.000+08:00

teen seminar kanina. ang boring. haha. ang boring lng tlga. hndi ko alam kung bakit pero sadyang boring kanina. hehe.

chocolate………………………………………………. haha..

2005-01-11T19:44:00.000+08:00

isa lng masasabi ko,, hndi ako hanapan ng mga taong nawawala.. haha.. goodluck sa paghahanap! ;p

happy 7th month!

2005-01-07T21:02:00.000+08:00

field trip ng third year kanina. at medyo nananahimik ako kanina. haha! nakakapanibago lng kasi eh. hindi niyo rin maiintindihan. hehe.

nyway,, medyo badtrip itong arw na ito.. kasi hindi ako ganun kaingay katulad ng inaakala ng mga tao sa paligid ko!! bwct talaga. in-announce kasi kani ung list ng mga taong kaialngan magbayad sa dicipline committee dahil sa mga warnings at kung anu-ano pa. [hindi ako magbabanggit ng pangalan pero sorry nlng sa mga tatamaan ng mga masasabi ko,, at pagpasenxahan kung di ko na maipigilan ang sarili ko..] binabanggit na nga ung mga pangalan,, tapos 2nd ako na binanggit.. biruin mo un 2nd!? Ganun na ba ako kaingay ngaun???? Hndi naman yta.. parang ang unfair naman un dun sa mga taong nalilista na hndi naman ganun kaingay. isang tao lng naman kasi yata ung naglilista ng mga maiingay tapos to think na ung taong naglilista na un ay seatmate ko pa [sorry..].. naiiinis talaga ako.. php60 din un noh!!!!! tapos 2 ID eklat pa.. tama ba naman un????? tapos ewan ko!!! parang lahat naman ng warning na natatanggap ko galing sknya ay puro hanggnag 2nd warning lang na malamang hndi counted.. marunong ba siyang magbilang?? Para kasing hndi eh.. nakakainis na talaga.. haaaay… sino nga ba siya para pag aksayahan ko ng space d2 sa blog ko???? wlang kwenta!?!?!?!

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2005-01-06T20:31:00.000+08:00

masyado niyang nakokontrol ung isip ko!!!! nakakairita na..

nyaha.. :D

2005-01-05T18:40:00.000+08:00

wala namn masyadong nangyari kanina. as usaul maingay pa rin ang 1-9,, walang pagbabago.. at sabi ni….. basta may nagsabi na mas maingay daw kami as usual. haha. malabo.. hehe.. ang ganda nga pla ng panaginip ko kagabi. hehe. naaaliw lng ako masyado. at halatang panaginip lng un kasi sobrang imposible.

haha.. :D

2005-01-01T07:55:00.000+08:00

nakakapanibago kahapon. wla lang. hndi kasi ako sanay na wala ung mga pinsan ko sa bahay namin. hehe. medyo ok lng ung new year. nameet ko yung pamangkin ko. haha. ang likot niya. hehe. pero di na kami close nung mga pinsan ko na un eh. di na kasi kami nagkikita sa Bulacan. Buti nga naisipan nila na pumunta sa amin ngayong new year. hehe. hmm.. ewan ko. yan lng yta ung nangyari skin buong araw kahapon eh.

happy new year!

2005-01-01T00:47:00.000+08:00

hapy new year! ingat sa mga paputok! God bless!